I took a sick day yesterday and stayed home with Derek and pretty much did nothing all day. It was great. I did a lot of praying and a lot of reflecting and a lot of wondering. I did a lot of talking to myself and talking to Derek. So I guess that I didn’t do nothing … I did something. I finally talked myself into realizing that as much as I want to, I can’t change my past and that I should be grateful for each minute that I have.
So for today … I am okay. I have to have faith that my path is going to be the right one and maybe it’s time to stop trying so hard. It will happen.