I am getting sick. I can feel it coming on. I have a sore throat and a little bit of a fever and I ache all over … it even hurts to blink. This happens every time that I get tired and stressed. I know what you are thinking, “How in the world could Slappy possibly be stressed?” Well – I am … and to top it all off, Bryce wanted to stay home from school this morning because he has a monster zit in between his eyes. Yes, I know … I am a horrible mother for making him go to school DURING SEMESTER TEST WEEK with a monster zit on his face, but at least I didn’t use my favorite line “if this is the worst thing that ever happens in your entire life, then I think you should consider yourself blessed”.
I am seriously struggling right now with how my life has turned out … and listening to people bitch about their problems who have more money than God does NOT make me think “oh they have problems just like me”, it makes me think “I really wish they would either shut up about their petty problems or just send me a gigantic check so I can pay off my problems”.
I have my moments where I feel like my breakthrough is just around the corner … and then I have my moments where I feel like things are never going to get any better. Is there light at the end of the tunnel? and if there is, is it just a train engine headed right for me?