I am a worrier … always have been … always will be. I have accepted it and haven’t really tried to change it. I am also a list maker … always have been …. always will be. Those two things often go hand in hand. I worry about the things on my lists and I make lists of things that I need to worry about.
The events of the past week have thrown me so much that I haven’t made a list in the past seven days. Those lists just don’t seem that important right now. Things will get done. The kids will get fed. The bills will be paid. The shopping will be done.
I am in automatic mode right now and the things that I used to worry about, like what to have for dinner or trying to save money any way we can, are being pushed to the back burner. They need to get done, and they will be, but right now they just don’t seem that important. It’s a very strange feeling.