Category Archives: Slappy (posts about me)

Block

I have mental blocks related to my situation.  A huge one is my Drivers License.  It has really ugly words on it … my label in big, bright red letters right across the front.  I hate showing it to people … Continue reading

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Switch

I’m a morning person … one of those really annoying types that bounces right out of bed and gets shit done first thing in the morning.  I’m not groggy or gripey.  I’m wide awake and ready to take on the … Continue reading

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Armor

I’m wearing my armor again.  Armor that lets me hide from the world.  Armor that keeps me from getting attention.  Armor that let’s me not care. I’ve always been a “big” person … 6′ tall with a size 10 foot (before … Continue reading

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Tony

His style sure isn’t all warm and fuzzy.  Her curses like a sailor.  He has a plunge pool in his backyard that’s cold … a fucking plunge pool !!! He’s built like a brick shithouse and I’m pretty sure he … Continue reading

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Brave

You build it up in your head.  You plan out what you’re going to say.  You decide that today’s the day.  You make the phone call.  You talk to the person.  You get an answer and then that calm hits … Continue reading

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nonPain

I have a new respect for people in constant pain.  I honestly don’t know how they do it. For the past few months I’ve had that squeezy, pressure feeling then the sharp pains started in my stomach, back and chest.  … Continue reading

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Pain

I’m in pain. I have been for a few months.  It started out as a generally squeezing feeling all the way around my mid-section.  Like Opie from Sons of Anarchy was giving me a giant hug that wouldn’t stop.  Wait.  … Continue reading

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Fix

Events of the past few weeks and situations in our lives (a friend with cancer, a person going to prison, our own health concerns, and a social media post that I got WAY too upset about) have resulted in some … Continue reading

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Dehoarding

I was raised by hoarders.  My father was raised by hoarders, hard working people who didn’t have much and saved every little scrap of anything, because there was a chance (even if it was a slim one) that it might … Continue reading

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Now

I’m nearly 44 years old and for as long as I can remember, I’ve been taking care of someone … my other siblings, my drunk friends, my kids, my disabled mother.  Always.  Somebody … and rarely myself. I’ve let myself … Continue reading

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